Work, Work, Work

That's right. WORK. It's pretty much been my entire Christmas vacation. I've been working everyday since Monday. And today I find out if I'm working Saturday and Sunday, cause I'm working today and tomorrow so that will be fun. I feel like writing my hours so here you go I guess.

Monday, 12/27/10 = 5-9
Tuesday, 12/28/10 = 5-9
Wednesday, 12/29/20 = 12-7
Thursday, 12/30/10 = 5-9
Friday, 12/31/10 = 12-5

And sometimes we get out late cause people like to come in last minute and order a bazillion pizzas. So that's fun. Especially if we have to make more dough. Or if we just run out of everything like we did on Tuesday. Yesterday we got swamped from 5 until I left, so I stayed for an extra 20 minutes to help out. Like as pizzas were coming out of the oven, more were being put in, more were being made, and some more orders were coming in, while all of that was happening. My boss appreciated me staying later. Maybe my checks will be bigger! :D Yeah right..
I hope it's not like that when I go in at 5 today. :|

I could not get to sleep last night. I went to bed at like 10:30 and did not fall asleep until like 1:30. It was pretty ridiculous actually since I haven't messed up my sleeping schedule this vacation so I don't know what my problem was. I don't even remember falling asleep actually. And my friend told me this morning that I elbowed her in the face last night in my sleep so that made me lawl.

Well, I have nothing more to write about. So...bye bye! :3

Snowwww!!!

OH MY IT SNOWED SO MUCH!
It's quite ridiculous actually. :|

At least someone's happy. :P

Face first! xD

 But yeah, that's Maine for you. 12 inches of snow in one night. Yayy. :|

You can tell I'm pretty ecstatic, right? :|

Pretty Good Christmas

My Christmas was pretty good. Went to my sister's and played with my nieces and ate food. And we brought some home with us so we can om nom nom on it some other time. So yayy! :D

My sister is leaving for California tomorrow. But we had to say bye to her today because she is staying the night at a friend's house. Her flight leaves at 7AM so she has to be there at like 6AM and her friend is the only one crazy enough to get up that early. :P It doesn't even feel like it's been 2 weeks. But I hope she had fun while she was down here, despite stupid people (or one stupid person). I'm not even gonna get into that.

I hope everybody had a wonderful Christmas! <3
And here's a link to a video. :|
xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWDeOqifLIk

Busy Weekend = Over

Woo my busy weekend is overrr! I guess I'll write about it..

On Saturday I went to my sister's. She was having a Christmas party for my mom but she wanted me and my other sister there too so we were like "oh why not?" So that was pretty fun. Her kids are crazy, but I love them. And it was the first time I've seen my mom since May. She went to Wyoming for work or something and she came back like a month ago and didn't bother to visit me or contact me in any way. *sigh* Oh well.

Then yesterday I went to my grandmother's with my dad and my sister. That was pretty fun I guess. Pretty soon we'll have to move the location to a different house or something. People keep having kids! There's not much room in that little house anymore. The Chinese auction was fun though. We do a Chinese auction at my grandmother's every year around Christmas. Pretty much everybody brings a present that doesn't have a name tag thing so anyone can have it. Then we draw numbers and whoever is first gets a present and opens it and then the second person goes up and gets their present and when they see what is they can either keep it or trade it with the first person's present. It keeps going like that until the end when the first person that went gets to trade with anyone they want. I got Chips Ahoy cookies and a cookie jar. I thought somebody was going to take my cookies. >:[ But they didn't! :D

And besides those two parties I had to work. So that was pretty interesting. Busiest weekend I think I've ever had. But I guess I have nothing else to write about so...buh bye! :3

Busy Weekend, Oh Myyyyy

I'm going to start by saying that I FINALLY GOT MY LAPTOP BACK. I was so happy cause they didn't have to delete everything off of it and now I can make commas and hearts without having to copy and paste them! So...

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

There. :D

I have an extremely busy weekend. Besides having to work all weekend I have Christmas parties. Wooo! But right now it's shower time. So I'll write again in a few days when I'm not quite so busy. Bye bye! :3

Pip do doodily do

Herp derp I don't know why I'm blogging. Actually I never know why because I never have anything interesting to write. And I also don't remember writing the previous blog at 2AM. I'm really bored and really tired. Left 4 Derp.

2AM

So it is like 2AM. And I was woken up like an hour ago by my sister. Yayy she's finally home! I'm glad she made it home safely. :D

But I need to go back to bed cause I have school in 6 hours. So goodnight. :3

Aching Cranium

Wow, two posts in one day? I don't even know why I'm blogging right now. I'm just bored. I probably should not even be looking at a computer screen right now because I have a headache. Lawl OH WELL. I guess I'm stupid. Orange soda is yummy. I'm probably not gonna stay up all night like I wanted to. Because my head hurts. And it's making me tired. And I'm just making it worse so I'm getting off the computer. But before I go, here's a random picture of my puppy. In this picture she is about 10 weeks old. And now she's almost 6 months so she looks a little different. But I love this picture of her. :3 She is half St. Bernard and half husky and her name is Zecadia (combination of the names Zelda and Arcadia).

Unventful Life...Usually

I know I haven't written on here for a little while. My life is boring and very uneventful. And if I write everyday then it just gets to be a pain.

So anyway, my sister was supposed to be home by the time I got home from school but her flight was canceled because the plane she was supposed to be on was having problems. So she actually won't be home until about 2AM. I'm going to try to stay up so I know she made it home okay. Even though I'll be dead during school. Oh well I am anyway no matter what time I go to bed.


Actually I tend to wake up better in the morning if I stay up later. It's kind of weird. One time I went to bed at like 10:00 and I had tons of trouble waking up the next morning to go to school. But then another time I stayed up until like 2:30AM and I woke up fine.


On a bad note, my anxiety has been getting a million times worse. I have been getting panic attacks a lot more recently. I'll just be sitting in class not even thinking about anything and then out of nowhere my heart will start pounding and I'll feel like I'm gonna pass out and I just get really scared.


But anyway, I am going to end this here before I start rambling about nothing. I need to do some cleaning anyway. I'm going to clean the spare room so that my sister has a place to sleep other than the living room. My puppy would probably keep her up all night anyway so I need to go clean. Maybe I'll clean my room too while I'm at it.


I'll write again soon maybe! Bye bye! :3

Anxiety

Pounding heart, feeling faint, hyperventilating, feeling like I'm dying, feeling detached from the world. Aren't those panic attack symptoms? *sigh* I wish they would go away. I have been dealing with these symptoms since my freshman year of high school. I'm a senior this year. Anxiety just wears me out, maybe that's why I've been so tired lately.


So I have realized how stupid and unprofessional the teachers in my school are. There was this accident that happened a couple years ago where someone went up to some place and killed a bunch of people. There's a girl in my school and her mom was one of the people that was killed, and it was really bad. She was cut up with a chainsaw and her limbs were all over the place and it was just horrible. But some teacher in my school brought it up for some reason during a class that the girl was in and she went to leave the classroom because she didn't want to hear it. So the teacher stops her and said something like "you're a sophomore now so you need to get over it." I mean really? I am really surprised he wasn't fired.


And also, I WANT MY LAPTOP BACK. I was supposed to get it back last week but I'm still stuck with this crappy spare one. In order for me to make a comma I have to go find one, copy it, and then paste it whenever I want one. That's how I've been doing all these blogs. It's getting kind of ridiculous.


But it's almost 10:30 and I have school in the morning so I guess I'm going to bed. And plus I am tired anyway. Yayy bedtime! Nighty night. ♥ (I had to copy and paste this heart too.)

Christmas lights

This blog isn't going to be very long cause I need to pick up my friend from work and then we're coming back to hang at my house, but I just did the best thing ever and I don't why I didn't do it many years ago. I hung Christmas lights from my ceiling. Yes, this probably excites me more than it should, but for some reason I think it's awesome. :P
My room is all, Christmas lighty now. And one set of lights has the little M&M guys on it. I thought it was cute. :3

But anyway, I'm done writing until tomorrow I guess. I might hang up more Christmas lights in my room tomorrow if I get bored since my friend is going home tomorrow. Maybe I'll take a picture and put it on here. For everyone (no one) to see! Because no one reads my blogs! Ever. Oh well. :P

Seven days..

Seven days until my sister comes home from California. This is gonna be the slowest week of my life. And then she goes back the day after Christmas. See, she moved out there in May because the state that she lived in before, which is where me and the rest of her family live, had too many stupid people and she didn't want to deal with it anymore. I agree though, because there are a lot of obnoxious people here. I can't help worrying about her though. When she was here she was going through a really hard time and I spent everyday worrying that she might do something stupid. But hopefully moving out to California did her some good. She seems happier anyway. She's engaged so yayy! :D

My cat is so cute. :3 I know it's random but I don't want to think about sad things. But isn't that why I started this blog? So I could get all those feelings out? Not really. Well I guess so I would have one is part of the reason because I can't keep a diary to save my life. But anyway, peanut butter cups are tasting really good right now.

For some reason I'm feeling kinda...off. Like sad but not really at the same time. Maybe I'll go watch some videos on Youtube *cough*Kilplix*cough*. His videos always cheer me up. :D Him and his friends are amazingly hilarious. :P
Alright, it's Kilplix time! I'll probably write again soon. :)

Oh yeah here's a picture of my cat. Her name is Cream Puff. :3

Feeling kinda lonely..

I'm usually an introvert, but for some reason, I'm feeling quite lonely tonight. My sister needs to come home soon. :(

On the bright side, I'm watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. Daniel Radcliffe is quite yummy. :P I was planning on staying up late tonight since it's Saturday but I'm actually really tired tonight. I'm like passing out trying to write this and it's not even 10:30 yet. Jeez, I used to be able to make it to 3AM no problem. Guess I'll have to wait until Christmas vacation to be able to do that again, meanwhile I'll be messing up my sleep schedule. Not that it's ever normal anyway.

I've been tired a lot lately actually. I used to not be able to take naps during the day, but now I take one like everyday after I get home from school. The reason I usually can't take naps is because I always think my dad is going to open my bedroom door and see me sleeping and I don't like it when people watch me sleep. That's the only reason I don't fall asleep in school. That and I don't know if I talk in my sleep or not. I have once but I woke myself up.

But anyway, enough writing. I'm tired. Goodnight.

I watch this video everyday...

And I don't know why. XD


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WCr-l9naPmE

BOGGLE.

This is going to be interesting...

Let's see if I can ever find the time/motivation to blog. I have another one somewhere but I haven't written in it in like 3 years so I've given up on it. Plus I have a boring life. I'm either at school, at work, or home. Not very interesting. But anyway, something random, this laptop is irritating. It doesn't do anything for me. I actually had to copy and paste those commas in this blog because the comma key on the keyboard brings up firefox preferences. Now why do I have this laptop? Because it's a spare one from my school because MY laptop that the school gave me has a broken screen. So they gave me a dirty, sticky, irritating spare one.
But I'm done writing for now, so if you hear from me again, be surprised. ^.^