A new year has begun! 2012, don't let me down! I was gonna write a big blog entry about the new year and about the past year, but I really can't think of anything to write. I'm not a good blog writer I guess. But I guess I'll try anyway..
2011 wasn't the best year, but it wasn't the worst either. A lot of things happened, some good, some bad. There were definitely some very stressful times, some sad times, some times I was so angry or just irritated I didn't know what to do with myself. But all that is in the past now. There's no changing it, so I'll try not to regret anything I've done, or something I should've done. Whatever happens, happens.
I just wish that you could have been home with me tonight. I don't want to start this year off badly, but I can't stand that you feel you need to be at their house. If you don't want to do something, no one should have the right to force you to do it. They are controlling, manipulating, irritating...
But you're an adult now. You can make your own decisions. They may not all be good ones, but you can still make them. I just hope that very soon, you'll have the courage to stand up for yourself, so you can be with your family on New Years.
Then again, I don't even know if that's what you want. Maybe you really want to hang out with them, I don't know.
It's time to end this blog entry. I'll write again sometime. Hope everyone had a good New Years Eve, and hope everyone has a good and safe New Years!
Bye bye! :3
Edit: I don't know why, but it says I posted this entry at 9:44pm on December 31, 2011. I did not. I posted it around 12:44am on January 1, 2012. So on all of my entries, the time is lying. Just so you know. :P
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